Maybe it's just me
Maybe it's just me. Maybe I am not good enough. Maybe I am just destined to be alone. I just don't know anymore. I have been seeing James for fourteen months. He used to be my best friend, my biggest cheerleader, my closest ally. Lately though, things have just taken an extreme turn for the worst. He has had issues opening up. I understand that completely. I really, truly do understand. I am willing to work through that. His past has made him that way. Hell, my past has changed the way I view relationships BUT I am that hopeless romantic that still believes in everlasting love. I am convinced that we can make this work but things have to change. Because of issues in his past, he does not kiss. That one took me a while to get over but I did. After a year he was finally able to say he loves me. Wait, let me rephrase that. He was finally able to text those words. He still cannot say them out loud. I think in time that will change but I don't know. We have been arguing...